Thoughts that written by ordinary woman who has been through lots in her life. There are the ups, the downs and the hurdles, but I manage. Through all that, I just lay my life to God. For the fun parts, I love dancing ( hip hop, street and LA style ), books, movies, eating, food, and just sleep!

Friday, July 24, 2009

Expecting Miracles

Strolling down the road of South Jakarta in late afternoon
Watch the sun slowly set
The air mixes with exhaust gas from the buses, cars and motobikes
The chattering noise people passing by
For 15 minutes my mind wandered to the same old thing..
and I was expecting miracles..not many but a tiny weensy miracle will do...

Monday, July 20, 2009

Are Men Just The Same?

Are they the same creature, who is after one thing and then just toss it away?
Is there anyone different? What differs him and the others? Nothing I guess or am I the one who caught up with the same type..?
Will there be official or am I just unofficial girlfriend?

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Oh Yeah OLD SKOOL!!!

Yeahh..I was bit bored, sad, felt bit unlucky but...I tried to derive my thought to something nice...last week hip hop class. The song was Too Legit Too Quit by MC Hammer ( does anyone remember ? ) I had great time in that class. My alter ego just came out..the hip hop chick ego!
And now I'm dancing ( and writing this blog ) with MC Hammer . I LOVE THE OLD SKOOL!!!


I've been through all. From being kicked out, dumped, cried over, being loved,ignored
etc. And still I'm staying.

There are times I like this life eventhough deep inside I always afraid this gonna come to an end. I'm still envy why they can be so lucky and me still here...can only hope..wishing...been reading the How T0 books still not working..sigh very frustrating..

Friday, July 10, 2009

I Can't Sleep.....

I can't sleep...
The fact I've done 2 classes in the gym, batik hunt in the morning
I'm tired
But still I can't sleep....
My mind wandering everywhere
Too many questions, too many whys
I'm restless...

I want to let out
I want everything to be okay
I'm waiting....
I need miracle...

I can't sleep....
I know why, but these eyes just dont want to shut

I can't sleep...
Something deep inside needs to be let out...
My heart is crying but I'm trying to smile..
Jealousy, envy, uncertainty,dishonesty, I don't want to let go...

I want it to stay...please...I just want it to stay

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Just A Little Miracle

Nothing that I wish for beside a little miracle. Just a little miracle