Thoughts that written by ordinary woman who has been through lots in her life. There are the ups, the downs and the hurdles, but I manage. Through all that, I just lay my life to God. For the fun parts, I love dancing ( hip hop, street and LA style ), books, movies, eating, food, and just sleep!

Friday, August 28, 2009

Something Has Changed?

Over the last weeks, I can't rid of the thoughts of going back to school. I haven't decided which school I want to go in and I even have no idea whether I can afford to pay the school's tuition. But the eagerness is very strong and I'm so so want to go back to school. Earn another degree or certification, either in writing or teaching.

I used to dream of wedding vows and bells, but it has been moved to lower list now. I don't envy to happily married couples walking hand in hand...I envy to those who can go abroad and study! How lucky they are. If I had all the money in the world, I would have gone for school in Europe or States.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

I'm da Hip Hop BunnY!

Oh yes, I am. That's my own new nickname. I find hip hop as a great stress relieve. Somehow the guy whom I crazy about is just gone quite. Thanks to the Lord and the people who created Hip Hop. It's a life savior. And what do you know..I'm a good dancer.
And this hip hop bunny will keep hip hopping until her troubles away.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Cat Got Your Tongue?

Suddenly you are gone quite. I've been through this kind of situation and it was 7 months ago. Left me heart broken in devastation. I managed to get out from that and seem things are okay these days. But you are gone quite again...

What's going on? I'm trying to keep my positive thoughts on track but I can't get rid of the past ( what happened 7 months ago ).

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Tuesday Evening 11.15PM

Honestly speaking, really miss him..but he probably doesn't care or even miss me back. Deep inside wish him to call or simple text would make my day but it's in the mean time I can only dance..just dance..gonna be okay..

Sunday, August 9, 2009

School is Cool

I'll maket it very short...I want to go back to school...

Monday, August 3, 2009


I'm very familiar with the term "Money can't buy happiness" and not sure whether it's true or not. However I do need lots of money for my big dream : going back to school ( in overseas ) !! Have been daydreaming taking journalistic course even if it's only for 3 months. But I hope more than that.

This Sunday, ( hopefully ) I will go to education fair and I'm crossing my fingers to find affordable school. Either way I still want lots of moneyyy!!! I'd definetely use the money for school and trip around Europe! I want to see snow.

*Dream big Alia*

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I Just Wish..

I just wish things are little bit easier for me...
I don't ask for huge amount of money, diamonds or gold
Well, the school life is rough at this moment. Bored to tears with work.I feel like nothing to look forward to.

Wish to live closer to work and gym just so I can do hip hop again. Felt like reborn when this instructor came. But I have to let go again...

I just wish things are little bit easier in any ways. And if possible I want to study journalism abroad, even if it's just a short course.

Why did You let the terrorists to rule in this country? Why did You let their actions??